And they're gone...again.

And they're gone...again.

That one...on the left. She is the one who kidnaps my heart. Every summer.

Each summer for I don't remember how many years, my daughter and her ministry partner head off for the summer. Traveling from their home just north of Toronto, Ontario to California via the Grand Canyon. They take along "interns" with them. College aged girls who desire to serve alongside them and get messy in ministry. They go to various camps throughout North America, ministering in music, counseling and message. Sharing Christ with young people all summer. Including California, Washington state, Tennessee, New Hampshire, New York and all over Ontario - gone for about 8 weeks.

One of the main things I used to pray for was safety. Oh...I still do. For sure! But years ago I heard a message by Irwin McManus. He said the center of God's will is not always "safe". He explained that the apostle Paul was in the center of God's will...but not safe by our standards. He was beaten 5 times by rods or stones, shipwrecked 3 times, spent a night and a day on the open sea, was in danger from rivers and bandits. He was in danger...but always in God's will.

So, now I pray for them to be in God's will...knowing that is where He would have them. And where they want to be.

Oh...I do throw in the request that He may be pleased to have His will include their safety and return home in one piece, body, mind and spirit. Hey, I am a mom!

You would think it would be easy for me now after so many years...what it is? Maybe 12? Or more?

But it is not.

No...each a year a part of my heart drives away with them. Traveling all over North America.
I know they are serving our wonderful God...He has provided all they have needed - physically, emotionally and spiritually. From sunrises and sunsets to double rainbows at just the right moment.

They have seen Him demonstrate His majesty in nature...and in the saving of a young child at camp. I know THIS. But...it does not make it easier on my heart.

I am so thankful over the past several years for social media - I can trace their locations, see the pictures and read the comments that have stirred their hearts.

As they leave...my heart hurts.

While they are away...my knees hurt.

When they return...my arms are full and my heart is whole.

So...off they go this year.

And...I would want it no other way. Really!